My pervert ..

For some weird reason I keep on fighting for something that I know I can’t have. I respect myself way too much. I have pride. But I’m in love with a pervert. He claims to be that and I keep on denying it and looking past his miss-steps. How can I care so deeply about a stranger and no one can understand why nor do I. Now I came to the realization that I might not be able to fix something that doesn’t want to be fixed. And here am I getting hurt by a fucking stranger. Why do I do this to myself? It seems as if I’m hurting myself purposely. Why do I keep on trying with a hopeless case and I keep ignoring what people say? Maybe its because I see someone who’s capable of something… someone capable of change. Why do I have to have feelings for this stupid fucking pervert.

2 thoughts on “My pervert ..”

  1. Sweetheart, sometimes good girls are attracted to bad men. It’s the drama, maybe. Or just that he is so very different from you, and opposites attract. I know this is not what you want to hear, but I hope you will get out of that relationship — like, right now! It is toxic for you. People don’t change much,, I’m sorry to tell you. Only God can change a professed pervert and you need to leave him to God. Keep yourself safe. You have SO MUCH to lose here!

  2. We associate ourselves with others so much so that their wrongs matter but we try the best possible to state or turn them right whereas the really strikes when YOU HAVE TO GIVE UP ON PEOPLE , NOT BECAUSE YOU DON’T CARE BUT BECAUSE THEY DON’T.
    Yes its easier said then done but trust me Every person goes through it but some except it easy and some struggle. Realities are harsh but then they are real too. Just devote your time for the people who love you and engage yourself in activities. For once, take a step. You will come out much stronger. take care

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