Day 12

It’s day 1 of journaling. It’s kind of weird writing things out like this, in good old cyber space. Is it even called that anymore??

We’ll see where this journal takes me. Hopefully this will become a daily thing and my posts get better eventually.

It is also day 12 of my diet, I’m sticking to it pretty well, no cheating, and I’ve lost 8 pounds.  Yay me. No one really knows that I’m dieting. I don’t want to say anything for fear of the negativity that I always get. The mean, hurtful, rude comments, and that’s just from family members. Why are you eating that? What kind of diet are you on today? You’re not going to stick with it anyway so just eat some junk. Well guess what?? This time I’m sticking to it! I’m 12 days in and I’m feeling pretty damn good about myself. I weighed in at 205.8 this morning, down from the 213.8 I started at. Last year at this time I was pushing 225, so I’m doing something right, and I’m damn proud of myself. I’m taking my life back, one step at a time. For me this time. No one else. Big changes are coming for me this summer and I can’t wait to document them all on here.

Tomorrow I’ll try to write more about who I am and give a lil background. Til then, good night journal!! 

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