I miss you…

Gabriel moved out on June 1st, it’s been 5 days and tell you the truth I miss him more than ever. I feel like a part of me died when he left, I don’t know what to do anymore, I’m so broken. We chose to stay together, it’s really hard since he doesn’t have a phone I don’t know where to contact him. He called today and we talked for about an hour, the first thing I did when I heard his voice was cry, I told him that I felt so lonely, depressed, and sad all the time. I don’t want to go out, I don’t want to eat, I don’t want anything only him. I know that he left so that he can get himself together and finally grow up and be a man, but I want to be by he’s side through it all, I’m in this for better or for worse. I don’t know when I’ll get to see him, but for sure I won’t want to let him go, a lot of people don’t understand him and judge him right away, I love his flaws. I know that some day we’ll be living together again, but it’s scary to not know what the future holds for both of us. What scares me the most is that he will enjoy the freedom and forget about me…

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