Thursday, June 9th 2016
I feel bad sometimes when I don’t have time to read other people’s entries, don’t know what to comment on them or completely forget about goodnightjournal. I see people commenting on my entries now and then and I try to comment on one of their most recent entry to show them that I’m not ignoring them, but most of the time I don’t know what I should comment about. I hope you understand.
Today was alright. I spent most of my time stressing, but the closer I get to the end of school, the most exciting yet sadder it gets. I really liked this year, especially this semester. It was easy, I had amazing teachers and the two students I highly dislike and who used to be disrespectful towards me, have not bothered me all year! One of them just hasn’t talked to me and even though he’d stand in front of my locker sometimes to talk to one of the neighbouring classmates at their locker next to mine, he moves out of the way and doesn’t make a scene about it (he probably decided to leave me alone after I almost kicked him between the legs and cried last year… I need to learn self control when it comes to anger—I mean, it’s hard to get on my nerves, but when you really push me, then you lose me completely and I cry so easily. Mentally I’m fine, I have this mindset of “I don’t care, that’s your opinion”, but my body just makes me cry anyway, don’t know why. It’s a reflex that I just have, I suppose) and the other one, I don’t think she even believes I exist and you know what, I’m glad it’s that way.
1st Period (09:10-10:25)
We did the first set of the website presentations and I was studying science most of the time for the test next period. A couple had good advertisement videos to share, a couple other ones had low quality, but still followed the guidelines our teacher gave us.
2nd Period (10:35-11:50)
We had our biology test and it wasn’t that bad? I didn’t know that answers to a lot of the questions, but I felt pretty relaxed and concentrated, so even if I wrote whatever, it could still get me some points. I was planning on writing a joke at the end of the test, but I didn’t think it was funny by the time I finished me test, so I ended up just erasing it.
I was planning on sitting with my close friends and asked Kohai to join me so she could go to the student service office with me (I don’t like going places alone, plus it’s always closed unless she comes with me, it’s like that for a lot of things) to change one of my classes next year (I picked parental role and I feel like I could get something better) and so she sat with me at lunch, but my close friends ended up not being there. We ate until we went to the office and was told to return after my first exam.
3rd Period (12:50-14:05)
The Prodigy wasn’t there, so I guessed she was absent today, since she wasn’t in the bus this morning either. I had to present our Chinese art history and our picked artists. The teacher told everyone at the end that we all did good and that there shouldn’t be a problem with any of the presentations, which made me feel good about that.
4th Period (14:15-15:30)
Our teacher gave us this amazing revision paper saying exactly what’s going to be on the test. I love it when teachers do that, because it helps you get the best grade you possibly can. Instead of studying like I should, my friend in front of me and I talked for quite a while and I showed her this cute video of a baby rabbit. I want one, but my cat would attack it, so best not adopt one now.
When I came home I watched quite a lot of YouTube videos, because I was extremely tired. After what felt like forever, we ate and I went up to my bedroom, only to find a spider with really long legs in front of it. My brother got rid of that and I was planning on writing down the To Kill A Mockingbird questions and answers on the website, until I realised I completely forgot my binder at school. I sent an emergency email to my friend who sits in front of me in French class, that’s also in my English class. On top of that, I have to wait for the narration of my teammate so I can finalize our video. I wanted to work on my math for the exam, but guess I have to do that during the weekend, because I ran out of time tonight. Speaking about the weekend, my church is doing a car wash and I do want to go, because my Youth leader and her son are leaving to move provinces soon, but I can’t for studying reasons. I will try to go to Youth tomorrow at least and go to the last one before summer starts. It’s gonna be sad when she leaves, there’s gonna be a lot of crying coming from me…
That’s all for today.