I’m mad at myself. I do so much for other people, I give so much, and they never do anything for me. I get nothing in return. I’m not asking for anything too big or anything ridiculous. I just want to be loved properly. I want someone to be afraid of loosing me. I want someone to just show me how much I mean to them. For once, I’d LOVE to be appreciated. I don’t know why I love these people so much. I don’t know why I put these people on pedistools when I’m just second choice for them. I’m just an option. I let them treat me like this though. It’s my fault I never speak up for myself. I should speak up for myself.