Day 2 – Busy Day

Dear Ms. Cöt,

It’s our 3rd day already, and I’m feeling much better about our current setup. But does that mean I don’t think about you or miss you? Nope.

All I can say right now is I’m trying to not stalk you on twitter. I’ve finally stopped checking your profile for almost every 2 hours. If I can stop this, that means my chance of not needing for any attention from you and yet preserving my love for you will have a higher rate of surviving.

Remember when you gave me an art that is almost the same as the picture, only much closer? I miss holding hands with you. But somehow, I feel like things will get better soon as we continue our daily devotion and prayer for each other. I’m so glad that even though we’re weak, we can move on and let go because of Jesus. He allows and helps us to correct our wrong actions and confused minds. So thank you, for agreeing to do this process with me.

Anyway, it has been a long day for me. It’s easy to not think of you if I’m busy with other things. I hope things are working well also on your end. (On the side, I just had this strong urge to check your FB, hoping that you were also thinking about me even though I know I won’t see anything about me.)

I need to sleep soon, so good night. I hope when you wake up, you won’t feel sick anymore.


Red Panda

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