0 days clean.
Right now I’m panicking if you find out. My skin is still screaming for me to cut more but I can’t now.
What if you come in and check my hips? You’ll think I’m a disgrace because it would be the 4th time you found out.
But you don’t understand.
Do you even know how much I hate myself to bring a blade to my skin?
No, you don’t. You don’t even care.s
But honestly I’m just done. Done with everything. Done with life. I want to die, I have it all planned out, I just need to re write the letters.
Death will soon collect me.