Life is tough. You can have so many good days and you’re feeling good about yourself and then next thing you know kirplunk the bad days are here. I need to know why i’m here, who i’m supposed to be with and how my life is supposed to run. It worries me that i won’t live too long because i don’t know what to live for. I’m at a lost. The only thing i am really good at is pretending to be happy..