My life continues on this downward spiral. My wife has officially left me. Still no job. Court fees i have to pay bc she lied on me. Everyday someone i thought was in my corner is turning their back on me. My family wont even help me. I’ve tried to start school, but they wont even bring me to the one class i have a week. It seems like they used me and it was ok. But when i need them no one cares. I always gave anything i had to help these people. Now its like fuck him, he’s on his own. The meds they give me at the veteran clinic don’t seem to ease the pain at all.