Today was pretty shit.
Had an anxiety attack at school and i’m not sure why.
I also had a panic attack earlier because my girlfriend has a picture of us as her lockscreen on her phone, but every time I see myself I break down and get panic attacks. She won’t change her lockscreen and I don’t want to tell her why.
Anyway, found new areas to cut after my recent ones heal. I also have to go to a funeral this Tuesday and i’m scared mum might see my cuts because pretty sure we have to go shopping for clothes.
Ugh kill me.