Saturday, June 18th 2016
Sometimes, writing these entries feel like a chore, and I don’t like that, but I suppose once I start writing, it feels better.
So this morning was… emotional. I woke up, did my normal routine, but my mom abruptly asked me to get ready so we can go shopping. Things led to another and I got really stressed. I broke while putting my shoes on, but recomposed myself and later almost crying in front of a retail worker. Luckily, our shopping led to finding us what we needed very quickly, which rarely happens to me when it comes to clothes. I think at this point I just wanted to find shorts and get it over with, cause my mom wouldn’t let me leave until we found some, so I agreed on basically anything. I should be more open when it comes to clothes and try new things. What we got looked nice on me and usually it’s something I’d refuse to put on.
For the rest of the afternoon I finished studying chemistry and psychics and played some Wildstar as a soldier stalker. Tomorrow I’ll be wrapping up my science study with biology after our church barbecue my mom is making me go to for at least a couple of hours. I’ll have time to study, but I’d be tired at the that point, so I bet my mindset will be “Eh, I should be fine with the knowledge I already have…” Hopefully I push myself to study, cause I won’t be fine with what I have—it’s barely anything.
That’s all for today.