Trying to get use to this new schedule and routine is very tiring. I haven’t even started the hard part yet and I’m already exhausted lol. Two more nights and I finally will have a few days to relax and recover. I know in the end the sleepless nights and days will be worth it. I’ve done this a few times before and always made it through but as with anything at the beginning its always hard to see the light at the end of the tunnel.
I’m going to have a lot on my plate within the next few weeks, but I know I can do it. I’ve been dealt some difficult times in my life and I’ve always persevered, I am strong. At least this time around I have a good man to help me through, to be a shoulder to lean on, someone to vent to without any worries of judgement. He will be there to guide and support me, to pick me up if I fall and to encourage me to continue on.
I’m thankful to have this wonderful, patient, and understanding Master. I know he want nothing but the best for me and expects nothing but the best from me in return. I will give him anything and everything I possibly can, because in the end I know he will do the same for me.