MY JOURNEY WITH THE big c

Had an unexplainable experience today.  Had to go out and forgot my ball hat.  The son wanted a bottle of pop and I told my husband that I didn’t want to go into the store since I didn’t have my hat.  Not that it really bothers me or I am ashamed of how I look I just didn’t want the unwelcomed stares.  He went into the store for the pop.  Then we went through McDonald’s drive-thru.  Dog was in back seat, husband was driving and I was in passenger seat.  He got up to the window to pay and he knew the girl who was collecting the money from years of going there.  Now I know she is a special needs person yet she must have the mental capability to accurately take and record orders and collect money and make change.  I wasn’t paying any attention to her until I heard her say to my husband oh your wife has cancer.  I don’t know why this bothered me except  that maybe it was because I wasn’t in control of the situation.  I don’t know.  See guys I’m not as strong as everyone thinks I am.  Oh well.  It’s not the end of the world it just bothered me for some reason.  Maybe because deep down I am worried a little about the upcoming scan and her comment put things back in my face.  By the way the hair is starting to grow back.  Baby fuzz as I call it.  Wonder how long it takes.

One thought on “MY JOURNEY WITH THE big c”

  1. It is perfectly natural to feel sensitive when attention is drawn to you, of any kind. You are still brave in my eyes, far more so than I could ever be. I bet your hair will grow back in so lovely. That will be a good day, yes? Hugs to you.

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