I feel the constant urger to rage because every year I realise more and more how deeply you have fucked up my life. I will never be a normal person, I will never be able to live a normal life.
Jimmy thinks I am just always being a brat, but he doesnt realise the extent of how much you have messed up my life.
Why was I born into a family of absolute fuckwits, why am I still stuck here. I need to get out of here but I am stuck. I fucking hate you both and the issues you have given me.