Im starting to realize how difficult life will be without you. I cant think straight when your name comes up, and I get jealous when I miss an opportunity to see you. Your gonna be there tomorrow though. Youll be there all week. What am I going to do to stay away from you!
I wish I could just hold your hand again, feel your embrace as you pull me in to comfort my being. But your gone for good this time and im stuck wondering about the imperial result of such a small miscommunication. I shouldn’t have said what I said. I am not like liv I am a thousand times better than that. I would never tell anyone. and I never did. Not even morgan, I only said that for your attention. But as usual, it didn’t work.
I messed everything up simply because I wanted your attention so that you could be the best thing that ever happened to me. And look at where it got me…. where am I now? where are you?
I love you Bean.