My boyfriend an I have been together for about 2 and a half years now and in the beginning things were great and then about a year into our relationship he started to lie and he had dating apps on his phone and he was just really mean to me and we didn’t get along. That was kinda a while ago like about 4-5 months maybe even longer. Now every time we leave the house I feel like hes checking someone out and I always feel like shit about myself. He use to make me feel great and now its the complete opposite. I thought things would get better by now but they haven’t. I’ve been thinking about leaving him a lot but I just love him so much. I can trust him a little more now but I still am so insecure about myself. I don’t know what to do. What can I do to make myself feel better. I don’t want to leave him because we been through so much together and I really love him and I just wanna be with him. But i can’t keep feeling this way. Theres things I wanna do that I can’t because I know Ill regret it because of him checking out other girls. I don’t feel like im what he wants. I dont feel good enough for him anymore.