I’m going numb again with fear. I don’t like being out of control. Yesterday I decided to go with Greenville hospital cancer center for my treatment now I have to wait for surgery to be scheduled dr says ten days nurse uses the word weeks and it irritates me for some reason. There are only 4 days difference when defined but I need order I need everyone on the same page. Yet she just called and left a message to call scheduling and I am to afraid to listen to the message again. I am having a hard time paying attention.
I'm 31 and was told on 6/9/16 that I have a brain tumor. I am using this to help sort through my thoughts as they hit and garentee that most days you will get whiplash trying to keep up. I will not hold back and there my be days I might scare someone its what I need to stay stable even when I seem to be falling apart.