So this weekend I tried to be sociable, I haven’t missed much. Society is telling me that I am single so I must go out, get dolled up and chase fellas. not happening. instead I settled for a few drinks with my cousin and asked a good friend to join. I really enjoyed that. the relaxed atmosphere. also in learning how to be single , I had to manage getting home on my own when all the taxis are booked up and you have no boyfriend to rescue you . I did fine and got my friend to walk me most of the way.. I felt more independent tonight than I’ve felt in a while. slowly learning to love myself the way I am.