I’m screwed. My life has been a collection of events has left me broken and sad. The separation of my parents, my moms affair, and more events that will eventually come to light. I am trying to hold into someone that doesn’t want me to hold on to them. I had to come to the conclusion that it was true. I had a crush on my best friends best friend. Yep it sounds dumb but it’s a lot worst than it sounds. Maybe I was supposed to let go of this boy for the sake of my best friends and I’s friendship, or maybe I was meant to hold on to this person and hope for the best. But until I figure out what I want, I’m screwed.