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Blank. That’s how I feel. Been living here for 5 months now, and still haven’t really made friends. I don’t know where to start. I’m not confident with approaching people. I’m not good with people, period. I have no idea how to carry on or even start a conversation. I’m not interested in politics or the state of the world. I’m aware of things happening, just not really into having deep, meaningful conversations about them.

Been pretty tired for no reason, lately. I get enough sleep, I’m trying to eat properly (mostly, anyway) and I make sure I get enough exercise. But lately I just can’t shake off this drowsiness. Part of it might be due to boredom. I need something to do. Sometimes the only thing that gets me up in the morning is the fact that I have to feed my guinea pigs, then I just send the rest of the day…not doing much. I need something to keep me busy, to get me out and about. Yes, I volunteer, but only on certain days.

Just…how do you adult? What does it entail?

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