Since Uni has been closed I’m stuck at home doing chores. I applied for a job where I passed the interview and tests but was declined the opportunity since Uni will start two months from now. I can’t go out with friends regularly, once every few months and I can’t travel to go anywhere alone. It sucks to be home alone all day with no one to talk to, caged by four walls. I haven’t much friends and even they aren’t that entertaining. It’s like my life is at a standstill with me, myself and I. Yeah there’s social media but even that is boring. I just want to go somewhere, go on a vacation, live a little. This has been my life every year when there’s a break in my academic life. Honestly, that’s all I have, my academic life. My social life sucks as I’ve mentioned before not much meeting with friends so friends are totally out. I haven’t any love life either. The people I seem to like either don’t like me or just use me and somehow, I’m the girl that guys think that already have a significant other. But really and truly, I’m single as a pringle. lol. I don’t find interest in much guys anymore. It seems like a waste of time. I’m not attracted to them unless I see that they’ve got good character and a sense of humour, which is rare in my opinion. And I am getting older, I’m constantly being asked “when I’m going to get married”. Oh well, I can’t do anything about that. My family isn’t of any help either. My cousins aren’t close to us since my cousin died. My brothers are either at lessons or work. I live with my mom. And she’d be at work also. My dad lives with grandmom, and she does not like me at all. I therefore avoid going there because of constant nagging by her. So, no family there. I guess I really do need a life as they say… I’m as boring as it gets. Sigh, I guess it is affecting me being at home alone for a few months without much human contact. I just wish there was something more to my life, a little adventure, someone special, anything…. 🙁 I realised that people my age have a more exciting and better life even if it’s filled with drama. That’s all for now.