I’m back at work now after my vacation to Madrid. Madrid was amazing. I stayed in a town a little outside of Madrid at my friend’s house but we went to visit the city almost every day. We were five friends together and we met each other in a French language course two years ago. We decided to meet again and one of them was so nice that she offered us to stay in her house. It is great how you can meet people from around the world so easily and form such strong friendships even though you live in different countries and speak different languages. I had a great time although the heat was killing me. I am not used to so much heat and was always scared to burn. I have to say that going there was a little stressful since I went alone and that stress affected my work right before I left. But now I don’t have to deal with that kind of stress so I can relax a little better at work.
Anyways now I’m back and although it’s fun to travel it’s always good to come home. I’m just a little bummed that I have to work a lot now and before I know it school will be starting. I have one year left of my school until I go to university and that makes me sad and scared! I have no idea what I want to do in the future and I don’t want to finish this school. But I will figure it out. I’m just scared that I will waste my time on something I don’t want to do and I’m scared that I am not good enough at the things I want to do. I absolutely don’t want to work at a desk all day. That is a nightmare! I want to do something thrilling and fun. I do know that music makes me happy and doing something good for others makes me happy. I also really like photography and I want to take some courses in photography. I also know that I want to live and study in a big city such as New York or London. I have been to NYC once and I fell in love. I don’t know what it is about the city that I love so much but I just love it.