Someone said that I fall in love so easy. That is not true. I don’t fall in love easy, I’m just interested in lots of people because I’ve never had lucky with none of them, that’s why I change to another.
Ok, but what’s the problem? The problem is that I’m dating someone. This someone is the cutest guy! He is so lovely with me, but do I like him the way I would like to? No, I don’t like him! I like his only as a friend, and this scares me. I feel like I need to tell him, my friends told me to do it, but I just don’t know how. Today is the 3rd day that I can’t sleep because of these thoughts… I don’t like him, but he thinks I do. I need to tell him, but how? This is prejudicing me: this is my senior year and I really need to concentrate on my Studyingg but I can’t, cause I keep on thinking about it. I should be sleeping right now cause it’s 00:31 am and I have class tomorrow at 7:00.
Is is worth to broke his heart because I’m not happy with him? I just can’t lift this weigh… This id making me sick, I don’t want lie to him but i also don’t want to make him sad. But I wanna be happy, and I’m not with him.