Today is just another day

Today was just another day. There was nothing special, nothing that made me smile. I respond to the usual texts, accepted the usual calls, worked and did my household chores.

I think I’m still in a fog. Like I’m going through the day to day responsibilities and doing what I have to with no feelings just a cold numbness. When I think of how we are now and what we’ve been through I get a wave of anxiety and I cry. So it’s better to walk around like a zombie and turn my mind off. I’ve rearranged my bedroom 3 times just to keep busy. That works temporarily like a small bandage on a shotgun wound. 

When will i be free of this…

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