3 Days In

 I have been taking the lithium for 3 days now. I really haven’t noticed any side effects. I hate being on all this medication. If I ever get my shit together, I am going to go off all of it.  My circumstances are always so terrible. I just wish for once I could have a happy work life, a happy home life, and no money worries all at the same time. I haven’t had a happy home life since I can remember. I am so jealous of my friends that have a loving husband. I hate being alone all the time. I would be the best wife ever if I could just get a chance. I just need to be given a chance. 

I see people from all walks of life, all shapes and sizes that have a significant other. Why do I have to be alone? What is wrong with me?

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