No one ever reads this stuff so here goes. Even when I have some of the best things in life like a good boyfriend, a decent car, a full time job, I still feel like a loser. I still look in the mirror and just break down and sob. I just can’t accept it. Myself , or my life. I’m not sure of what I’m after. I’m not even sure that anything is even really wrong. I’m just a little fucked up. I guess I have issue I never faced. But where would I even start? Maybe I’ll just start here… a little at a time. Maybe I should talk about my shitty childhood. Or the mistakes that I’ve made. Maybe, just maybe I’ll feel okay.