So a couple of days ago i had my first date and i could tell you this it was the most awkward thin of my life!!!
i had planned to meet this boy Elliot who is 18 years old so a bit of a age gap. He knew that i hadn’t kissed anyone before and that this was new to me.
We went ice skating and i can say i hate ice skating now i was always afraid to go because when i was younger a little girl was walking around with the blades on while i was putting on my skates and she stood on my toe!! lucky she skimmed my skin.
Anyway after the ice skating we went to this high hill where there was a statue and a man standing by it ???
well I must be cursed with awkwardness or something because i kept falling over in grass and i nearly fell to my death a bit. oh and i had my first kiss that went very badly, i was going in for the kiss me not him and our noses smooshed together and i ended up like the little kid getting embarrassed and it literally lasted 2 seconds worst first kiss ever !!!
anyway I’ve only met him 2 after that and we decided we didn’t like each other in that way anymore but we are still friends. kinda put me off dating :/