My dear dear friend and second mother.  I will miss you oh so much.  Who will I talk to when I need someone to confide in.  You were always there for me.  Was I able to help you even just a little bit with your cancer battle.  I hope so. I know you helped me.   I so wish your last treatment would have worked for you but knowing you are out of pain and can finally rest easy takes a huge weight off of my mind.  I did want so much to see you again.  To be able to talk to you again before you left but I knew you  would never have wanted that.  You never would have wanted me to see you at your worst.  I never got to tell you that my cancer scan came back clean.  It would have been so difficult to tell you that knowing that you were suffering so much.  Know that you looked  so beautiful so perfect.  Heaven gained a glorious angel.  The brightest star in the sky will be you.  Please know this mountain top of ours will never ever be the same without you.  Knowing you aren’t there right next door is devastating to me.  You aren’t just a phone call away now but now I suppose you are just a prayer away.  Please watch out for me and give me the strength I need to continue to fight my own battle with the dignity that you had.  I love you.

2 thoughts on “MY JOURNEY WITH THE big c”

  1. God bless you, dear girl. I’m so sorry for your dear friends’ passing. We know that “love never ends.” I Corinthians 13. So keep on loving her and knowing she loves you, too.
    I am praying for you, and send my love to you.

  2. Oh my I am so very sorry for your loss. “Blessed are they who mourn for they shall be comforted” I pray you are finding comfort my friend.

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