It’s 2:34 am and all I can think of is her. Absolutely nothing has been on my mind all night except her. And truthfully, this all scares me. I’ve been used over and over again. When honestly I thought, as well as the other person, that we really would last. It wasn’t long before they changed their mind. And being a relationship I really care about, considering we’ve been decent friends for 4 years; especially close friends this past year. And I’m wondering how I’m going to balance everything I’ve learned to do and not to do. It’s 2:34 am School starts in two days, and this lack of sleep is just going to have a terrible impact on the beginning my school year. I should go to sleep right now. I’ll be asleep by four.
Hey I’m 16, the one thing I do most, as strange as it is, is live like I’m in a movie. Like there’s an actual audience. I guess that’s why I’m here now. Whether you decide to read or not, I’m writing my day out at the end of the day. If you do though, hope you enjoy.