When your life didn’t turn out the way you thought. What do you do to find a peace inside to be able to deal with what is instead of the would could have been? I feel lonely and never up to par. It is like you need to be silent because you cant stir the pot and create problems for anyone else. You are trapped. How do you feel and be happy in circumstances that create unhappiness and those close to you feed that unhappiness. How do you keep moving and just enjoy life for what it is so that you, as the one hurting, is able to function and not lose cite to the future of possible changes and happiness.