Emotions suck. They are confusing as all fuck. A few mere days ago I had pretty much convinced myself that I didn’t feel connected to you. Now here I am sitting here missing you and somewhat waiting for you to text me. But why? How can I go from one emotion to the other? Is it time? I want to see you again. I miss your texts. There is just something in the way your say things – I don’t know what, but I am drawn to it. I mean, it is not as full on as last time. I don’t feel as caught up in missing you – but I still do anyways. I really don’t know what to do about it.