Since I am disabled and not able to work, I might as well write down things. It could be my feelings, thoughts, or experiences. It could be good or bad. A way to express myself as I am beginning a new life NOT WORKING ANYMORE. It’s hard to accept that fact for I am a very independent and strong person. I never rely on anyone and I am a parent to little children that rely on me.
Maybe having a journal will help me motivate myself to do things that I need to do desperately. In addition, if I should die this time FOR REAL!!!, I leave behind this for my kids to get to know me more.
Ok, time to sleep. Gotta get ready tomorrow for my adventures in my life.