Feeling blue

Really don’t know what to write. I’m trying not to think about certain things but that’s all I can think about. I know I asked for the truth and I got it but damn it really hurt me. I think what hurts the most it thar that’s all he really sees me as. Like because I’m not Instagram or twitter pretty or because I can’t throw my ass back, I didn’t think those were things that were ever gonna be thrown in my face. These are things I already know about myself and I deal with that. But to have someone you love tell you that all you’ll ever be good for is sex and you have nothing else to give a man is just depressing. And I keep crying because I can’t unheard these things or unsee them. I just really wish I had someone I could talk to in person about these things. 

3 thoughts on “Feeling blue”

  1. Don’t listen to that guy, of course you have more to offer than just sex. Why would you wanna be with someone who treats you that way? You need to have more self worth than that.

  2. Hell no! He must have thought he was talking about himself. Anyway I would take it as a compliment and move on to someone who can see ALL the things you have to offer, because he clearly can’t . And as for being able to throw your ass back…thats a talent im glad i dont have as well!! The dude sounds like a pig. Keep your head up!

  3. One of the hardest things I had to do was convince myself the words spoken by a loved one aren’t true. If he can say those things to you, do yourself a favor and forget him. I don’t know who you are, or what you’ve done, but nobody deserves to hear those words. I understand how you may not be able to erase the conversation, but learn and grow from it. Never stoop down to someone like that, for he obviously has his own issues. I wish you all the best and hope you don’t let someone like that bring you down.

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