Really don’t know what to write. I’m trying not to think about certain things but that’s all I can think about. I know I asked for the truth and I got it but damn it really hurt me. I think what hurts the most it thar that’s all he really sees me as. Like because I’m not Instagram or twitter pretty or because I can’t throw my ass back, I didn’t think those were things that were ever gonna be thrown in my face. These are things I already know about myself and I deal with that. But to have someone you love tell you that all you’ll ever be good for is sex and you have nothing else to give a man is just depressing. And I keep crying because I can’t unheard these things or unsee them. I just really wish I had someone I could talk to in person about these things.