I hate my life. I hate living in this world. All that’s here is hatred, sadness, regret, etc.
I hate how poor my family is.
I hate when I have to go hungry or thirsty because we don’t have enough money for necessities.
I hate how I can’t point to something and say “Can I have this” without hearing the usual reply “No, I don’t have the money” or “Do you have the money for it?”
I hate how I can see everything I’ve ever wanted, but can’t have it because it’s separated from me through a glass door, and only money can open that barrier.
I hate how much my siblings and I hurt our mother because she’s trying to care for us among her other countless responsibilities, and we only make it worse for her.
I hate my nausea.
I hate going to school.
I hate having slow internet.
I hate having to wait years before I can get the hottest game, which at that point has become old.
I hate how I can’t enjoy my favorite foods because we have to buy the cheapest things.
I hate how we can’t ever go out to eat because we don’t have enough money.
I hate my father.
I hate my mother’s boyfriend.
I hate how corrupt our political system is.
I hate how fucked up our world is.
I hate how only people who look good get the girls, but nice guys like me get jack shit because we’re ugly.
I hate living in a trailer home.
I hate people. Every single person in the world.
I hate that hotel room that I couldn’t sleep in.
I hate how dependent I am on other people, and how alone I am because of it.
I hate having to pretend I’m fine. I hate keeping secrets.
I hate how everything costs money, but it’s so hard to obtain.
I hate waking up every day in a pool of sweat.
I hate how strong my mom needs to be to get by.
I hate how worthless and pathetic humans are.
All I ever wanted in my life was to do nothing but play video games. I didn’t ask for responsibilities. I didn’t ask for video games to cost money.
I wish my family had more money
I wish I could get whatever I wanted.
I wish I could just play video games and everyone would just leave me alone.
I wish I didn’t have to keep up appearances at school.
I wish I could just live a normal life like a normal kid.
I wish no one would ever have to feel like I do.
I wish I could make anime.
I wish there were miracles.
I wish I didn’t have to face these realities.
I wish I didn’t have to live in this world.
I wish I was never born.
I wish I was dead.