i feel so guilty for natalie’s death, i wish i could of helped her get through this. my best friend’s death has put me through so much. ive been drinking every night trying to get thru this and its not helping. i need some advice to help me. i know time is the best way to get thru this but i feel like it wont help me at all. does anyone have any ideas to help me? please? just anything will help. anything at all.