Walking used to be a calming, thinking, and happy thing I did. It was calming because I after an argument or sometimes before I exploded I would just go outside and walk, try not to let anything get to me. Try not to say anything I’d regret. It was a time for thinking because I would think about anything and not have to explain myself or I just let my mind wander, day dreaming. It was happy because since I didn’t let anything get to me I didn’t have a problem being happy for a short time. I would be happy and act giddy when I saw him (TGITPS), but now I don’t see him anymore and his car is crashed on the passenger side. I don’t know what happened or if he is even okay. I want answer for all the questions I have, the only thing is that no one is here to answer them.