I was never a popular kid growing up. I always minded my own business and never strayed from my lane. I believed i was special considering the fact that i was slightly different from others. I was and still am a quiet person, not shy though, which is why i never really made friends as time went by. Today, i look back and regret my actions and somehow wish i spoke out more and interacted better socially. This summer went by in a flash, and with school starting in just 3 days, i realize i literally didn’t do anything fun.I’m secretly hoping for school to start. I’m curious as to how this semester will be, hoping some things turn around for me. I hate this feeling of loneliness and abandonment. The only friends i have are my parents and i don’t spend much time with them. I’m trying to find it in myself to make things interesting. I want to enjoy my life like many people do with theirs.