the two most amazing thing in my life were my cats and due to a rental situation i had to give them up today. i feel like the biggest piece of trash that has ever walked the face of the earth right now. they were the only thing i had to live for. tonight could be the actual night that i cant take it anymore. 1st hour with out them i had all i could do to drive without thinking about going head on with ever tractor trailer i seen the only thing that kept me from doing it was not wanting another person to be hurt. i really hope i die i have nothing to live for anymore!
25 / f / feeling dead and lost