Hush…be quiet ,don’t say a word
My hearts racing and I’m pacing and I’m over overthinking.STOP before he knows you’re here
He’s going to know i know should i stay or should i go I’m waiting and just contemplating if it’s worth it If he’s worth it.
I love him
Or at least that’s what i think
You can’t love someone who constantly hurts you,HUSH
Stop thinking so much
He walks through the door and i remember the look on his face
The way he stared at me with disgrace like i was misplaced and that i needed to be replaced with someone who could give him space and pack their suitcase when he wants them to leave.
There’s tears in my eyes i know he went to see her
He touches my face and i start to lose my train of thought until i smelled her perfume
The smell of the ladies room where she grooms herself shed been on him and NO i’m not saying she smells like the ladys bathroom i’m saying she smells like someone who sells her love for a simple 50 bucks she smells like cigarettes and sweat.
He tells me he loves me i tell Him HUSH
If you loved me then why is there another girl why are you playing with my heart in not a toy but i’ve come to realize that you’re your mommas boy and will be nothing but a grocery boy who bags up people’s emotions and throw them away as if they meant nothing
Stop talking i’m not finished
You said you chose me that you loved me and would never desert me or do anything to hurt me
But look at us now
Look where we are now
Look the damage you’ve caused
You took advantage and now you can’t even manage
How to look at me
How to speak to me
But don’t worry because as time goes by you’ll be dead to me and everything you meant to me will all be just memories maybe its best i leave. All you are is negative energy
When im with you i feel like fish out of water suffocating because there’s no water but i force myself to try and breathe without water because that what you said was best for me but we all knew i was blind and you were testing me
Trying to get the best of me
Saying and doing things you thought were best for me
And now i’m left hurting
But the crazy thing is you’re still with her
And now you’re claiming she’s what’s best for you but we all know that’s not true
She’s using you just like you did me
she’s testing you
And all i can do is wish the best for you.