I see a counselor every week. Every week I go and think I made it here another week. Day to day,hour to hour I ¬†keep going and when I make it there to my appointment I celebrate a week. One more week down I can do this. I can make myself want this. Really though I don’t want this. I’m trying to convince myself more than anyone that I do. But in the end I’m selfish and I want this to end.

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