I wonder if I left everything and everyone behind would it even matter? Like packed everything I own and just drove off, would anybody notice? When I go out with friends the conversation end pretty quickly. I don’t know maybe I’m not that interesting enough to hold a subject/topic… Apparently I continue to lose focus on what my main point here haha so I um why I’m even writing this. I’m not gonna leave you all alone again, even if you were to push me away. I’ll still be here for you.