It’s still not enough or at least I believe it’s not. I wanna do in life, go see new things, meet new people, try new thing but I don’t want to do it alone. At the same time I don’t wanna be in the way of your goals. You are way way ahead of me and I just feel like deadweight to you. I’m not where I wanna be right now and I’m not sure how where to start either. What am I supposed to do? Fuck this, I’m just gonna workout till I blackout.
Maybe this is my way of trying to find help :/