Recently I’ve had the most greatest thing happen. A guy that I happened to like a lot. Agreed to go out with me. We meet on visit down here and he came back a couple times. We hung out almost the time he was down here. But he lives in Oregon. Now before him and I agreed to anything, my plan was already to move there. I have been trying, and trying, to find a job. So I can save up money, to at least go see him. But nothing is hiring. I’ve applied to fast food joints, I have a certificate in dental that I can’t find work in. I’ve applied everywhere that I possibly could. Its been two months since I’ve started looking. And only one interview. I’m going insane, I want to cry, I want to just run away. I don’t know what to do anymore but I don’t want to give up.