This morning’s dream: H and I were not married. We were together for a long time. Not sure if we were actually engaged or not. Not sure if we had the kids or not. But the best part of the dream was that I said “let’s get married”. I said it. Me. I smile as I write this.  I smile, I believe, because this means I am happy with the relationship that H and I have. I am feeling that deep sense of contentment – maybe for the first time in our 18 year marriage.  Ironically, our wedding anniversary is approaching.

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  1. Hi I have run 4 full marathons…so your handle caught my eye…just ended an 18 yr marriage and trying to get used to less noise in the house…hope all is well with you…if u have an interest leave a note…Elaine

  2. Hi Elaine – you are 2 marathon’s ahead of me! I’ve wondered if I had another in me, but I don’t think I do. The amount of time needed to train is more than I am willing to commit to at this point in my life.
    It’s been a rocky 18 years, but we’re in a good place now.
    Enjoy the peace in your life now. My kids are still young and my house is chaos most of the time. I’m just trying to enjoy the ride.
    Thanks for your note.

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