Don’t overthink it. He opened the message. He didn’t respond. But try not to jump to conclusions. But you already have. You have already decided that he has no intentions of talking to you again. You assume you won’t hear from him. Maybe you shouldn’t have done it. Now it’s time to just leave it. You have reached that limit. You can’t keep making yourself feel foolish. Enough is enough. Sick of annoying you and myself. It makes it hard being on the other side of the world. But the way you are going to get through this is to not think about it. It’s going to be hard. It’s going to pop into your mind often. Maybe he will respond? But for the time being, just assume he won’t so you are not lingering on any hope. Just be content that you threw a message out there and now he must know that you are in fact not mad at him. And that’s the positive to pull from this.
So now this is it. I wish nothing but the best for you. Maybe our lives will cross in the future again. You are always welcome back in.