Well I did it and my mom and dad wont be happy but I feel happy that I dyed my hair blue. Thats right blue! Its my decision as an adult to make any body modifications. Its not that bad I think. Also want to move out of this shit whole town and move to LA. Now that’s a bigger decision, but I want to do it after the concert. I should probably stay with my cousin for the first month or so. But I dont really want to deal with my grandmother. Don’t get me wrong I love her but she too old fashioned but maybe not because my cousin is gay. I just need to find myself, I know a lot of millennials say that and then spontaneously do it and its stereotypical to say but I do and I cant do it here.
I keep telling myself “I think I can, I think I can” but I just hope I actually can.
EDIT: Big fucking surprise she hates the hair and me and said I look like a scumbag. But you know what fuck what she said.