It’s been awhile

Have you ever randomly thought of someone that you haven’t seen or talked to in awhile and then they text/call you out of the blue?  I love it when that happens.  Before I get to my story on that, it has been awhile since I wrote.  I’ve been busy dealing with stuff and just haven’t had time to write.  Last I was here I was about to go to jail.  That experience was definitely one of the worst in my life.  One day I’ll have to write about my experience in there but it’s just too much for today and I want to update on everything else that’s been going on.  Since jail, things have calmed down a bit.  I’ve just been working and trying to stay out of trouble for the most part.  Work has been boring…nothing new there.  I did go on a few trips like Lake Tahoe and Monterey and I’m going to Oregon for the first time in about a week.  I’ve hungout with the boyfriend a lot and just recently we hungout with his friend and went bar hopping.  I also had a surgery to get the pins removed from my hip.  It went well and I had practically zero pain.  They gave me pain pills anyways because I think they always do after a surgery so that was nice.  I did miss my Norcos.  I’ve bought some off a few people at work every once in awhile and this other girl I’m becoming friends with offers me one sometimes.  I’ve never really gotten into any other drugs, not even weed.  Pills have always been my thing though.  Anyways, lately I’ve been feeling a little restless which seems odd because I’ve been doing things pretty steadily and I am excited about my upcoming trip but for some reason I’m still feeling that way.  It’s never a good thing either because every time I feel this way it never ends well.  Last time I felt this way was probably the night I got my stupid dui.  So lately since work has been so boring I’ve been thinking on and off about this guy that used to work there.  He was so damn attractive and we hungout a few times.  Nothing crazy though, we never did anything.  I’d be lying if I said I hadn’t wanted to though.  He just texted me about a week ago and of course I didn’t have his number saved so it was a pleasant surprise to hear from him.  I don’t actually know if he remembers me or not because we haven’t spoken in almost 2 years.  He sent me a picture of himself (shirtless because he said ‘that was the only one he had’ lol yeeeah sure) and he is more attractive than I remember.  And yes I do realize I have a boyfriend but ever since then I cannot stop thinking about him.  I’m not saying anything is going to happen this time around because if I remember him correctly he’s kind of flaky and he definitely is so attractive that he had a plethora of girls I’m assuming that are trying to get with him every night.  I just wish I could stop thinking about him so much.  I just need to stay busy to keep myself out of trouble.  It feels good to be back and I have a feeling I’m going to have some interesting stories coming up.

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