So, i decided to start this online journal because this way, impart, i feel like i’m talking to someone. I don’t have anyone in my life i can really talk to about thing. Such at how i’m really feeling about thing. Right now i’m in college. I’m going to use my degree to get out and away from this life. I hate this place, and most people i tolerate at best. Most days i just want to disappear. I wake up everyday and think to myself that this can not seriously be my life. Its like this life was meant for someone else and i just got stuck with it. I fight every day of my life just to breath.