I work so hard to be so average. The world is changing and I feel it in my soul. I hate feeling like this, like everything is caving in around me. I know i’m this small spec of sand on a beach, but i also know that i do matter. I just don’t feel that i matter. How am i supposed to help others if i am lost. I don’t know who i’m writing to or even if it means anything to anyone. Being invisible sucks, but its worse to be invisible to yourself as well as the world. I don’t know who i am.