Why are everyone’s intentions so wrong these days. How hard is it to show someone your real feelings? Apparently caring is seen as weak and ignorance earns you respect. This generation is so caught up in being heartless that we probably won’t even realise that the one person who we are supposed to grow old with and fall in love with just got the “seen” or the “I don’t want feelings, I just want to fuck.” I’m so tired of giving people my time and effort to have it chucked in my face. I don’t care if you don’t like what I write, yes it isn’t positive but my words are coming straight from my heart, no point trying to sugar coat things. The thing that suck’s the most is the boy who broke my heart won’t even realise his mistake. His only reaction will be anger and jealousy when I finally move on and meet someone who reciprocates my love. How is it fair that you want me on the side but not as your main, your scared of what your friends think? You want all the benefits of having someone to love but no label? You want to see other people but stop me from talking to other guys? You care for me but can drop me for the next girl who catches your eye? Don’t be fooled by the words of someone who can say everything you want to hear but never act on it. On to the next fuckboy.
“I’m not crying because of you; you’re not worth it. I’m crying because my delusion of who you were was shattered by the truth of who you are.” – Steve Maraboli